What else is there in life?

It is so lonely to be sitting alone in the room wondering to ownself. What else can i do? What else to do with life? what else can give me eternal happiness?

i miss the circle of friends i used to have while studying. i think i'm just the kind of person that needs a lot of people around her. And, i don't mean colleagues. I try not to get close with them as i do not want to be entangled in office politics. Right now, i don't really have any close friends with me. The one i have now seems rather unreliable. Have to make a lot of compromise to have her as my friend. Can't even have her behaving like a proper friend. I miss my good friend Devebra in Sarawak. She has been very close to me. and i shared a lot with her. I miss her dearly. so so much. Yes, we use to fight and etc but she gave me so much support. Fuh~~ i miss dev2..

wishlist

It's already 7th October 2010..
there's not much time left till the end of this year....

I'm grateful to God for all the exciting things that have happened so far...
Here's my wishlist for the rest of the year..
Watch me come back n slash one by one!!

1. A mini vacation wif nanas busy year for him............. maybe next yr!!
2. dressing upstylishly! i'd say im more adventurous dis yr.. ok, more2!!
3. Photoshoot  with Pune and Nanas
4. Photoshoot with Paan and Nanas
5. Selling items on internet arrr................
6. Refashion more items stil lotsa unfinished projects....focus suz focus!
7. Continuous education
8. Earn rm 4-5k per month
9. give mom rm 500 per month. hurm~
10. Penang Bridge International Marathon
11. workout at least once every week    I'm doing this in preparation for PBIM.