What else is there in life?

It is so lonely to be sitting alone in the room wondering to ownself. What else can i do? What else to do with life? what else can give me eternal happiness?

i miss the circle of friends i used to have while studying. i think i'm just the kind of person that needs a lot of people around her. And, i don't mean colleagues. I try not to get close with them as i do not want to be entangled in office politics. Right now, i don't really have any close friends with me. The one i have now seems rather unreliable. Have to make a lot of compromise to have her as my friend. Can't even have her behaving like a proper friend. I miss my good friend Devebra in Sarawak. She has been very close to me. and i shared a lot with her. I miss her dearly. so so much. Yes, we use to fight and etc but she gave me so much support. Fuh~~ i miss dev2..

wishlist

It's already 7th October 2010..
there's not much time left till the end of this year....

I'm grateful to God for all the exciting things that have happened so far...
Here's my wishlist for the rest of the year..
Watch me come back n slash one by one!!

1. A mini vacation wif nanas busy year for him............. maybe next yr!!
2. dressing upstylishly! i'd say im more adventurous dis yr.. ok, more2!!
3. Photoshoot  with Pune and Nanas
4. Photoshoot with Paan and Nanas
5. Selling items on internet arrr................
6. Refashion more items stil lotsa unfinished projects....focus suz focus!
7. Continuous education
8. Earn rm 4-5k per month
9. give mom rm 500 per month. hurm~
10. Penang Bridge International Marathon
11. workout at least once every week    I'm doing this in preparation for PBIM. 

apa yang hang mau??

there must have been more. than wanting more.

i have everything now.

Life is not the most perfect thing in the world. 

i know

but, why do i feel in need

wanting something. 

there's a void in me

like a black hole

yearning 

to capture every ray of light that passes by. 

I am not perfect

i know. 

but it should be enough. 

what needs to be filled?

what needs to be done?

what do i need to have

who do i have to be.

how come it's not enough? 

can i have something that will completely fill me

never leave me?

if there is then tell me what it is.

i need to know

roses are red, metals are cool.

How can you brighten up a lovely denim tube dress..? (a tad too boring on its own)

I say...Studded Felt Bib Necklace!!

                     
Or, shall we try the multipurpose brooch?

  

I'm liking the bright crimson red. Sure to add a dose of quirkiness to a plain dress!!

Oh, no that's no serious acne. It was just an unmade face.

Crafting the Eco way..

Today, during a visit to KL library. i stumbled upon this book about decoration eco style. What an inspiration. Sometimes we keep on buying and buying stuff. Before u know it there are heaps of stuff you don't need at home. And, to throw it away..yikes...~ i hardly even use them. Right now, I am going to buy only stuff i need and no more buying unnecessarily in the name of crafting.. (and in the end not doin any!!)